I Love You, Big Brother

I see you in your own social life...
I feel so jealous of all the people in your life...
I want to be one that you would share time with...
I wish if you'd call me every once in a while...
I wish if you'd invite me for dinner.. or even brunch...
I want to see you... I miss you...
When I see pictures of you, I always think,
"Brother is getting even more handsome with time."
"Brother looks so happy without me in these pictures."
"Brother does not need me. He has other girls to hang out with."
I really want to share a part of you...
I don't want you to only be my brother, I want you to let me be your adorable little sister...
I want you to encourage me to do the things that I do...
I want you to ask about me... Know if I'm alive or not...
I can't believe you have sold me for those strangers you prefer over me...
Just like that... And you won't even let me buy you...
How can I buy you when you have sold me?
Sometimes I cannot sleep... Y'know brother.. I keep thinking about you...
Will you always be that cold towards me?
I mean... There's only 1 year difference between us...
Aren't we supposed to be the closest siblings ever?
I need you.. & I want you...
I love you, Big Brother...