You Destroyed Me, Myself, and I

You have broken me several times... You have squeezed happiness out of my heart... You have cast a spell on my brain; making it think negatively... You have widened my thoughts of despair... I have fought myself, all because of you... I have started war with my eyes... I have sworn I won't stop my tears from falling after losing that war... I have lost hope in my friends, and made them lose me... I started living for the shadow of life... You had a great influence on me... You controlled my being... My doing... My thinking...
I have lost to you... Yes, you won... I have also vowed after losing to you that I would let this world suck out my feelings and emotions... I've been yearning for apathy and indifference... I lost my dreams... I don't want to bear children in my womb... I don't want to be attached to a man... I don't want to have the job I always dreamed of... I don't want to own the things I dreamed about... I have lost the taste of life... Life has turned frivolous and tasteless...
Should I thank you, or should I curse you??? You have been so inconsiderable to me... You have been so selfish... You have been greedy and avid... You're felonious, sinistrous, unholy, and wicked... You ruined me... You have put me through tornadoes and hurricanes... You've made me a puppet in a puppet show... You destroyed me, myself, and I...
Finally, I have no desire in life, and I have no wish except for one... And that wish is my only desire in life... I wish you'd go through all the things I've been through, taste every bitter taste I've tried, and shed every tear I've dropped from all the anguish and torment in your heart... And Good Luck in that...

You're late... And I've gone...

Mother...
Am I a bad person? Why am I sad? Why is my heart hurting a lot? Why can't my tears stop falling? Am I a bad person? Do I deserve this pain? It's hard to breathe...
Mother...
I'm really tired... Why can't I find you? Are you playing hide and seek? Then, I quit... I really need you right now...
Mother...
Why is it so dark? Even though the lights are on? What's the matter? Can you tell? I feel scared... Monsters might suck my soul...
Mother...
Save me from this darkness! Can't you feel my pain? As if my heart is bleeding! I bet the monsters found me! They got a grip on my soul... They're sucking every part of it...
Mother...
You're late... And I've gone...