I Want To Be Hugged

Aroused by my feelings, I was finally awake...
My heart is alarmed and trembling...
Thoughts rushing my mind with no stop...
Brainstormed by idiotic imaginations...
I want to be hugged...
It feels as if just that would make me normal again...
My chest feels contracted...
My heart feels like it's getting tighter by the second...
I want my family members to call me...
I feel so distant and unimportant to them...
I want to be heard...
I want my friend to encourage me...
I want to be cheered up...
Where's everyone anyways?!
Why is it that I don't feel warm inside...
It's so cold...
Like it had just started snowing...
Yet my eyes feel so hot...
As if I just came out of a sauna room...
They're so moisty and heated up...
I want to fill that empty part in my heart...
At least one percent would be fine...