What A Painful Sound To Witness...

Why is it that you keep haunting me?
Everywhere and Anywhere I go...
You're always there...
In my dreams, and my screams...
Can't you give it a rest?!
I don't want to see you..
I don't want to miss you..
I don't want someone like you..
However..
As much as I do not want you, I want you so bad...
I cannot imagine a life without you..
Cannot imagine breathing without you..
You are troublesome to my heart...
You bother me a lot.. But you're not an eyesore..
You are something I cannot describe no matter how much I try..
Haven't seen you for two weeks..
It seems like two years..
I keep thinking about you...
In the morning and at night...
I do not want to see you, because I will remember the pain...
That hideous pain you caused to my vulnerable little heart...
I do not want to remember that...
If you listened to my heart beat...
You would hear a strange story..
About a little girl who missed her mother so bad...
But didn't wanna see her at the same time..
You would listen to the sounds of my heart aching..
and aching.. and aching..
What a painful sound to witness...