Leave Me ALONE!

Everyone's been so harsh on me lately...
I spend a lot of time thinking of how to please my family,
in return of my favor I got stabs all over me, not only on my back...
My heart feels so ill, tired, and miserable.
I can feel the arrhythmias occurring with every beat.
I'm holding my tears... I can't afford them falling...
It's been a long time since I was this weak,
I can remember the feeling of being so weak like it was yesterday,
and I know I do not want to experience that all over again...
Holding myself back, anger arises and I just feel like cursing...
But I won't, I can't curse, because sadly they are the most precious people...
I feel so agonized, my brain hurts from all the thinking...
My eyes are flaming, but I don't want to break again,
because fixing myself is really difficult...
Every time I build myself, someone I love will come to destroy me...
Just leave me ALONE!!! I don't need anymore drama!
I've had enough!

2 thoughts:

RainDrop said...
October 25, 2010 at 8:35 AM

omg girl! what's wrong??! u got me scared.. 6amneeny xx

han00shi said...
October 25, 2010 at 5:22 PM

i feel the same way ppl dnt understand us since we all think differently sometimes they try to make us perfect but they dnt know that its killing us when they care so much X( my ipod is lost recently my family were like u r so careless that ur ipod got stolen the wat will happen when ur in new york? i know they try to make me beter but it hurts tc life is short just hear it from here and take it from there ** pointing to left...then right****

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