It's Happening Anyways

I try to save her
She wants to drown even more
I give up on her
She's going too far
I try to reach her hands again
She slips away like water
I love her
She loves me
I try to take her pain away
She loves feeling pain
I'm lost and hurt and in pain
She does not even ask
I'm too kind
She's too cruel
I fainted today in the shower
She does not ask if I'm feeling well
I'm neutral
She's going down
I don't want to see that
It's happening anyways