Today I'm just not feeling okay...
I keep thinking if I ever saw you in front of me, coincidentally...
Could be in a mall, at my family's house, or beside my car on the road...
I don't know what would happen to me...
To my heart...
To my pulse...
To my brain...
Before I loved you so deeply - I have to admit - I have seen you twice, coincidentally...
Once in the emergency room, and the other time in the mall...
Even before I grew such intense feelings for you, when I saw you these couple of times, I actually froze in my place...
Couldn't move...
Couldn't blink...
Couldn't breathe...
What would happen to me now?
After I have nurtured such deep feelings for you...
After I have watered these feelings with my continuous involuntary daily thoughts of you...
What would happen to me?
It really scares me... Shakes me...
It's been a year already since I last saw you...
I want to see you, but it freaks me out...
I get hot and cold at the same time...
My extremities start to tingle and hurt...
My heart races like mad!
I'm afraid this uneasiness is getting to me...
All of this would happen if I saw you...
Then, what would happen to me if you told me what your heart wanted to say?!
What would happen to me then?!
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